somehow it's already may... oof.
may is a pink month to me, but i don't have any pink bgs that feel right... even though i have so many?!
gonna try and trap khaled tomorrow...! fingers crossed!!
successfully trapped khaled! even though i had a nightmare about not being able to do it! yahoo!
GRAAARGGGHHHHHHHH search engines are USELESS i can't find fucking anything online any more!!! AARRRGHH
i keep trying to like pillowfort and i just don't. there just doesn't seem to be anything i like on the whole website. which can't possibly be true, And Yet
thought i had something to say here. didn't actually. same as it ever was
i don't understand how i managed to LOSE a dvd player but i sure did somehow
so relieved/happy/hopeful that khaled (cat) is being taken in at the shelter to be adopted but also kinda miss him already. got used to seeing him around all the time
it was cloudy through the entire northern lights phenomenon over the weekend AND there's a lot of light pollution here. :(
miss calico (cat) has been getting braver lately. i'm very proud of her!
sometimes i feel like my brain is too full of stuff and i want to dump it all out and start over somehow
gonna be a busy saturday, unless i flake out like i usually do!
(gritting my teeth and holding back tears) i am sooooooooooooooooooooo emotionally regulated rn
lil carlos has an injured leg and i am intensely upset about it. zero wisdom to accept things i cannot change
a cool hobby is to stress yourself out for no reason such that nothing is fun any more. (<-- lying)
anyway time to really overinvest myself in a stupid project i'll never finish
finally watched the barbie movie now that people have shut the fuck up about it. it's fine.
having a little bout of doomerism, need to go out and dig some holes tomorrow
this is a small box to throw thoughts in instead of putting them on twitter or whatever. microblogging in pile format...